I Be Begging These People’s Pardons

So, when I first started this blog, it was due to burn-out & just, I felt like I was always leaning into my masculine. I was like, yeah, I’m not feeling that, so, I sat down for a while & found softer ways to make coin.

Now, I just heard a 💭 think-piece on the Soft Girl Lifestyle, but, I feel like, if his perspective is how men see it, that means you’re only seeing the very tip of the iceberg, not the journey. So, here goes nothing, lol 😂

Every single lifestyle on this Earth 🌍 has a phase. Every. Single. One. When you establish any type of lifestyle, you have to have a starting point, & I’ll explain what I mean by that.

Before I became deeply spiritual, I had to recognize it, & then, support it on my own. After growing into it, it became a part of me & after establishing what it was, I no longer needed to invest everything because I already did. It was time to grow in it. Elevate. & Realize it was given to me for a reason.

It is the same as this lifestyle I chose to step into. You, as a woman, define what “soft” is to you. To me, being soft meant sitting down, listening 👂, & I’m not finna tell all my secrets 🤣, but, being a surprise package for the man who unlocks it. I can’t wait to deliver, but, it’s so much depth to the journey & intimacy is my jam. I want him to say, “Oooh,… I see,… 🥹😅” See, but, that’s for him to know & nobody to find-out, ya feel me?!

See, you gotta get around real old school, MARRIED Soft Girls. True girls girls to get what I’m saying. I was like, thank-you! I don’t be acting this way to be acting this way, for sure, lol that’s what you call depth, lol 😆

Now, why am like this?! Because, it’s how I was made! My body kept trying to shutdown on me when I did real labor. I sat down & my skin cleared-up. My hair grew. My arches healed. I learned new skills & found & renewed hobbies I once loved. & THEN, I got up in my space.

If you take me out of a certain space & I don’t see where you’re really wanting to do well by me, I will stay in my space & I will go on about my business. It’s called PEACE. 😂 Something that, especially in your late 30’s, when it’s achieved, there’s no relinquishing that.

& That’s my definition of the soft lifestyle,… 💕

Anywho, let me keep scrolling. It might be a streaming night & I got subscriptions I’m paying for & barely using, lol 🥹🙂‍↔️😭

Love 💗,

Sapph